Jesus Christ, help me...

So Tuesday was the first day of school. As it turns out, they canceled my religion course and didn't fucking bother to tell me but I just switched it up to Eng 101 because I have to take it anyway. So right now, I have Eng 101, Western Civ 1, Math 100, and Fundamentals of Public Speaking. It took me way too long to get my schedule fixed. Fuck you, Jeff State. Oh, and they didn't bother to tell anyone that the summer session is 10 weeks of 18 weeks worth of work. That's cool, tho. I like a challenge.

I go to my Math class (Tue) and I thought it would be a good thing that my teacher was wearing a shirt with "Montreal Canada" embroidered on it but once he gets into teaching, I'm fucking lost. I realized I don't know SHIT about math anymore. He was all, "Well, you can transfer to an easier class," and all that bs and I was like, "Well, I'm trying to transfer out to Toronto in a couple of years and they like ppl who are smart in math." Well, I go Thursday, after checking out an older version of our text book from the library and it turns out he teaches by using problems from the NEW book and doesn't bother to actually put the problem on the board so I said FUCK IT. I spend my class time going thru the book (which just so happens to be a teachers edition) and do problems on a certain section until I'm sure I understand it. He seems concerned that I don't get it, but I'm gonna ace that damn class. I've caught myself up.

Public Speaking is gay. There are two people in this world - those who speak and those who write. I am a writer. I can write almost anything except for maybe an essay but whatever. I have a speech to do next Tue and BLAH. The thing is that I'm afraid I'm gonna be TOO good, you know? Because I think so seriously about shit. I'm afraid of being, once again, the smart girl with the big words and overwhelming people. That sounds vain, sure, but it's the truth. First speech is an intro speech about us so... yeah. I can do that.

History's gonna be cool. I know my history so as time goes on I hope that I can shine as someone who is intelligent and not a weirdo who hasn't seen HS in 6 years. But I can do it.

English is gonna be THE SHIT if for the in-class discussions only. I don't look forward to writing all of these essays and my grade coming just from some un-averaged thing I wrote, but I can write so here's to hoping I can actually make an A.

I'm so full ad BLAH. I've binged from stress this entire week. I'm glad June is here. 750 cpd, bank on it.

Oh yeah... If there is anything really important that happened between Tuesday and now, tell me. My FList is hella long!!!

Tags: school

Let me tell you a brief story:

My laptop runs off wifi. My at home internet connection is "router-ized" so that I can connect to it wifi-ly. Well, my at home connection is a douche bag because it doesn't like using the new (albeit the EXACT SAME) router and will drop wifi when and if it feels like it. Weeeeeell, we all know how wifi works, yes? If there's an unsecured connection around, you can tap into it and do your thing. Easy and simple, si? Not to RoadRunner. I've been connecting to some random hotspot within my apartment complex and when I went I went to cache-refresh my friend page, it goes haywire, telling me that my net connection (not my home one but the unsecured one that's a lot more stable) has been reported as a spam sender. WTF, I ask myself. I then disable connection to the hotspot and go on with my home connection and all's good.

How retarded is that? God, I really have to re-do my at home router because I'm tired of shit not working. Maybe I'll just buy a new one. Who knows?

Oh, and I checked my course listing online last night and suddenly, I'm missing a class? WTF??? I got to have 12 hours to get all of my financial aid otherwise for my 9hrs I only get 75%. I'm confused. It's the first class I'm supposed to go to as well. BLAH. I'm going to check it now to see if it's still missing and if it is, I'm gonna be pissed.

BLAH. I can't wait to get MY laptop fixed. This one, my mom's, is just stupid. UGH.

Tags: internet, school